SPWC

Never let you go

I'm forgetting who I am
I'm fading away
away from you again
I cant talk to you about my pain
I cant look deep in your eyes
It makes me cry

I want fall next to you
keep your hand locked mine
forget everything
and never let you go

I don't want talk about it
It don't help
So many times I told everything
it's still the same
this sh*t is still in my life
in my f*ck mind

I want fall next to you
keep your hand locked mine
forget everything
and never let you go

all the talking is done
I just want to sleep next to you
and live yesterday again
I want get the days back
when I locked myself in my room
And thought another ways to die

I want fall next to you
keep your hand locked mine
forget everything
and never (never)
ever let you go
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tears of pain

Everything is f*ck up again
Dad is laughing for you
Saying that you are just stupid little kid
Here is stupid little kid for you
Goodbye I don't need you

Maybe he regret in morning
But hey you just don't care anymore
Your faith is gone
And you are angry like a bull
when it sees a red sign

You save yourself
Because no one else would do that
So you pick up what is left of you
You pick up pieces of your heart
And cry few tears of pain
But you have to be strong
And swallow your pain again

In second you pack your bags
Walk out of the front door
Say goodbye for this sh*t
And take step after another
You leave everything behind
And smile first time after this hell

You save yourself
Because no one else would do that
So you pick up what is left of you
You pick up pieces of your heart
And cry few tears of pain
But you have to be strong
And swallow your pain again

You are leaving today
You are starting all over again
Without name
Without identity
All alone and full of power of anger

You know that you cant always hide
But you don't want to know how it to be
more death inside
So today you get on to the runaway train

So you pick up what is left of you
You pick up pieces of your heart
And cry few tears of pain

You save yourself
Because no one else would do that
So you pick up what is left of you
You pick up pieces of your heart
And cry few tears of pain
But you have to be strong
And swallow your pain again




I know that these lyrics are horrible sh*t, but this is my dream...do lyrics, be a singer, do what i love. (haha and I have like 60 horrible lyrics more)

Can you

You got a secret
you have to keep it
You promise
so don't broke it
But you cant stand anymore
It breaks you and push you down
down on the ground
without words and pain
It destroys your soul
and keep you fading away

Can you do that
to save yourself
can you let down
someone like that
can you let yourself
out the fire
and let someone else
pay our pain again

I cant help
I just have to watch
How you faid away
You want to stay strong
you don't broke promises
and everyone know that it's over
you cant keep it in you
you cant stand it on your own
you have to tell
or in a moment you're gone

Can you do that
to save yourself
can you let down
someone like that
can you let yourself
out the fire
and let someone else
pay our pain again

You open your mouth
but words stuck in your throat
no voice
all the sounds are gone
and you cant tell it now (never)
You cant broke promises anymore
it's time to decide
die or live trough the broblems
and broke that precious promise
to someone who
meant everythin or nothing to you

Can you do that
to save yourself
can you let down
someone like that
can you let yourself
out the fire
and let someone else
pay our pain again

Now you thumble down
And try to stand up again
you cant so you loose the game
you loose youreself and your soul
You scream name of your love
and cry tears to get pain away
you cant stand it anymore
and let someone else take a blame
again

Can you do that
to save yourself
can you let down
someone like that
can you let yourself
out the fire
and let someone else
pay our pain again
can you let yourself
out the fire
and let someone else
pay our pain again


Really weird feeling from this one. Because first inspiration on this came from that tv-series called Supernatural. I don't know do you know it but I think that at least some of you know about it anyway It's kinda weird. I love that series so haha it's kinda funny too. I dont know what episode was that, but at the end Dean (Jensen Ackles) was acting kinda weird and Sam (Jared Padalecki) was asking what's wrong. So Dean didn't tell because he make promise for his father that he wont tell. And he make jokes going to Grand Canyon or whatever. And I don't know how it's going to be continued. But anyway from there I got the first inspiration for this and the rest is a secret because it is kinda personal for me! I hope that you don't hate this one! <33

You Promised

Another lost call again
Another tear falling down
One girl missing that one sound
Sound of her phone
It wont come
It never ring
Here rules silence
Phone is dead again

You didn't came
You didn't call
You forgot everything
And now she cries more

You promised to see she today
You promised to answer her call
You sent a message
Asked girl to wait few hours more

One day she knew you
Now you are stranger behind the wall
Now you have forgotten again
But she wont
Even she wants
She cant forget you at all

You didn't came
You didn't call
You forgot everything
And now she cries more

How that feels when everyone is gone?
You don't know it
How that feels when you cant smile at all?
You don't know it
How that feels when everyone forget who you are?
You don't know it
And how that feels when her phone doesn't ring
even you promised to call?

You didn't came
You didn't call
You forgot everything
And now she cries more

You don't even care about her
You talk sh*t behind her back
She cant figure out
Are you true
Or are you all about lie
You smile to her
No you're not a lie
World just is not true at all

You didn't came
You didn't call
You forgot everything
And now she cries more
You didn't came
You didn't call
You forgot everything
And now she cries more


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You feel too much

And you cant stop thinking
What if
What if you can do something about it
But you don't
You don't do anything
You just sit and wait
Wait something better
Something new
To take your pain away

You cant feel
But still you feel too much
You cant speak
But still you speak in silence
You cant see
But you have seen enough
You cant breath
But still you breath to live again

You cant stand the pain
But you don't get help
You keep it in you
You wont tell
You don't share it to anyone
You just sit here and wait

You cant feel
But still you feel too much
You cant speak
But still you speak in silence
You cant see
But you have seen enough
You cant breath
But still you breath to live again

In darkness of midnight you cry
You try to cry pain away
But you know that it wont help
Your tears fall down like rain
You're shaking
Just because your heart is turning ice
Cold like stone

You cant feel
But still you feel too much
You cant speak
But still you speak in silence
You cant see
But you have seen enough
You cant breath
But still you breath to live again

This is too much for you
But still you are here
You know that this pain is not going away
And you are too afraid to ask help
You know
That someone will help you
And slowly that someone will heal you alive again

You cant feel
But still you feel too much
You cant speak
But still you speak in silence
You cant see
But you have seen enough
You cant breath
But still you breath to live again

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OK here is two lyrics more. I hope that you like them. I have read my lyrics. I noticed that i use lots of word pain. And I noticed that I have written almost same lines on some newer lyrics and others what I had written some time ago. Can you understand me and my bad English? Haha but I don't care what can I do that just comes out me. So I hope that you like those new lyrics. And I will be doing those more of course.

Missing You

I cant remember when we talked last time
I cant remember when you said hey
I cant remember when we laughed together
or when you was here with me

You're more handsome everyday
Your hair is getting longer
You're young man not a boy anymore
Your smile is cuter than ever
And I'm missing you more everyday

Ten years you was one of my best friends
Now you are like stranger
I don't know what you think or feel
So do you miss me
Do you miss that time
When we knew each other

You're more handsome everyday
Your hair is getting longer
You're young man not a boy anymore
Your smile is cuter than ever
And I'm missing you more everyday

I see you on the street
At school
And leaving from your house tonight

I see you with your friends
some of them I knew long time ago
You laugh an smile
You are happy
But I'm in misery
I cant think clearly

You're more handsome everyday
Your hair is getting longer
You're young man not a boy anymore
Your smile is cuter than ever
And I'm missing you more everyday

You are gone
like so many else
I lost you long time ago
And I'm afraid being alone
I'm crying more than yesterday
We are moving on
But I don't want to be only one
Who do that alone

You're more handsome everyday
Your hair is getting longer
You're young man not a boy anymore
Your smile is cuter than ever
And I'm missing you more everyday

Maybe you think of me
someday
It is possible
someday
Maybe you come to me
someday
say hey and ask me to walk
this road together again



OK I don't know how to tell about this one. Gosh it is a weird thing! So I knew one great guy about ten years. We was really good friends and we always laughed together and we had our own crazy and funny things what we did. And of course I had big crush on him during those years. And when we went to middle school he just stopped talking to me and it was like we didn't knew each other anymore. And this happened for me and many my other friends too. Like for me and my best friend. And I really miss those times when we were on primary school. And I miss this guy and I'm so stupid now I have crush on him again. I see him at school all the time even we are not at the same class. OK this is stupid I go now. I hope that you guys like my lyrics!

It was too soon
It wasn't your time to go
But someone took your life
And left hole in our hearts
It's so wrong
I can't find any good reason
For you to go

I close my eyes
And hope that you come back
That you still be beside us
And tell your stories
And still be here with us

You was funny man
Everyone's friend
Helper in need
More like a good friend
Not like a teacher at all

I close my eyes
And hope that you come back
That you still be beside us
And tell your stories
And still be here with us

We miss you
We can't understand why
Why you
Why someone took your live
This is going all wrong again
It wasn't your time to go
So why
Why this is happening

I close my eyes
And hope that you come back
That you still be beside us
And tell your stories
And still be here with us

We keep missing
End of our lives
And in loving memory
we miss you
dear friend


My teacher died day before Valentine's day. And it was awful way to die. He was best teacher ever. Everyone in our school liked him. And it is so hard to believe that he is gone forever. So I did this song it's devoted to Esko our liked history teacher<3

Rest in peace Esko Vihunen<3

There all pretty good got any dark dark poems ?.?

Do I Really

I really don't want to be mean
but seriously u are so annoying
Can you please talk about something else
It's all about anime and Japanese dudes on big screen
Please, tell me something new

chorus
Am i really that mean?
Do I really hate you too?
Don't you want to get to know me?
What's wrong with me?
Why I'm so angry?

I do not want to hate you
But you can't say anything nice to me
You are drama queen
You are blond bitch
And I don't seriously understand
why everyone wants to be your idiot friend?

chorus

Don't you want to know who I really am?
I laugh and I can be nice
Seriously I crack a joke and make you smile
Yeah sometimes I cry and I'm full of teen angst
Sometimes I'm f*ck depressed but hey believe me
There's smiley girl behind this angry mask

chorus

Is there something seriously wrong with me?
Do you have to fix me?
Is my heart broken after all these life chancing moments?
Do I have enough tears to the coming sad times
Am I still in one piece or am I in thousands
like that broken mirror on the floor

I have huge anger inside of me
Everybody always ask me why
I just don't want to think about it
I just don't want to tell the story another time
again and again
Maybe you can see my pain in sparkly starry sky
Or you hear it in the songs of releasing pain

chorus

Do I really hate you too?
What's wrong with me?
Don't you want to get to know me?


Tell me what you think about it?