Maybe It's Time to Change
Posted: 01 Apr 2010 07:09
Well, I work at Wal-Mart and have for the last 3 1/2 years. Originally started there because my mom got hurt on her job and there was a chance that the Worker's Comp. would discontinue her check. Well, it's been settled and the family's into a groove and now I have to opportunity to go back and finish college as my check isn't a neccesity anymore.
Well, as I work overnight, it would be difficult if not near impossible to work and go to school both. I decided I would quit my job so I could get everything in order for the Fall semester. It came time last night to turn in my two weeks notice... I got cold feet. I was scared because I'd become accustomed to the way things are. I went to break and turned the music player on my phone (with earbuds to not disturb anyone).
Oddly enough, with the songs on shuffle, "Odd One" came on first. The song always makes me feel better. However, afterwards, the wierdest thing happened. Out of all the other songs to pick from, the music player picked "Maybe". I absorbed the words and by the time it was over. I was and still am completely convinced it's time for things to change. It was feeling wrong to turn in my notice, but mainly because I can be afraid of change. However, along with several other songs, "Maybe" gave me the courage to do what I needed to do.
(chorus)
Maybe it's time to change
and leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong
to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am I waiting for?
'cause nothing stays the same
maybe it's time to change
Those were the words that sunk in and encouraged me. Thanks again Pups! In a couple years, I'll be making more money and hopefully making more concerts than ever!
Well, as I work overnight, it would be difficult if not near impossible to work and go to school both. I decided I would quit my job so I could get everything in order for the Fall semester. It came time last night to turn in my two weeks notice... I got cold feet. I was scared because I'd become accustomed to the way things are. I went to break and turned the music player on my phone (with earbuds to not disturb anyone).
Oddly enough, with the songs on shuffle, "Odd One" came on first. The song always makes me feel better. However, afterwards, the wierdest thing happened. Out of all the other songs to pick from, the music player picked "Maybe". I absorbed the words and by the time it was over. I was and still am completely convinced it's time for things to change. It was feeling wrong to turn in my notice, but mainly because I can be afraid of change. However, along with several other songs, "Maybe" gave me the courage to do what I needed to do.
(chorus)
Maybe it's time to change
and leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong
to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am I waiting for?
'cause nothing stays the same
maybe it's time to change
Those were the words that sunk in and encouraged me. Thanks again Pups! In a couple years, I'll be making more money and hopefully making more concerts than ever!