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today .........21 years ago.......there was an awesome dude named Bill Wilson.....

Bill meant everything to me...he played guitar for recreation but should've been a pro!

He is the only man who completely accepted me as i was at each moment.
He loved me.
We were friends first and lovers second.
The angels needed him i guess...or Stevie Ray Vaughn needed someone in heaven who'd appreciate him.
I will never comprehend why bad things happen to good people...but when he died 2 cars in front of me...my world forever changed...

I still think of him daily...and the pain is gone but the regret of words said and not said remains to haunt me.
I know he'd be stoked to have me heal a lot through music.....it was his only solace... its really saved me .
I do believe i was the only who loved him in spite of his addiction..outside his family.
He will always be with me...I'm still single (now with a precious little girl)...still single because no one else compares.

William Raymond Wilson II
may 3 1961
june 3 1990

aaaahh that is a sad thing!!
Sorry that he died way to early. And i think he is always watching over you and wait for you untill the day you are together again. i can imagine how hard this day is for you. i hope that you find your luck very soon and i wish you all the luck in the world, take care today.

ty renz...its ok but i just wish the world knew him...he was so cool. i was 24 and he was 29 when he died.
sucks

That's so sad, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. But I agree that he's probably watching over you right now. (:

ty...he'd love that i'm "with the band"!

and we are loving it also to have you with us!!!!

My sincerest condolences.
It's a terrible thing to have to experience a loss, but it's also the most wonderful thing to ever be touched by something as rare as true love
I wish you and your daughter all the best - and I have no doubt that he's sitting up there with a guitar in his lap watching you

so very sweet ....the expressions given to me....i knew i joined the right family!

You definitely did join the right family. I'm really new to the site, but love it so far. Everyone here seems so nice.

I am sorry for your loss. That is a sad story. I am glad that you have your daughter and the music. Music does have amazing power to help us heal and see things in different light. Glad you are here!

carlie its a blessing fo sho to be in the fam....jen ty sweet pea!

if one wants to feel better....nothing beats 'forgetting sarah marshall'

*hugs* i worry about leaving Mike alone if anything happens to me. But remember he is always looking down on you

Your story touches my soul in a way I can't explain. I'm sending positive vibes your way and I hope you find peace. I agree that music can heal when nothing else can't and I hope your daughter grows up with the same love for music. I wish you all the best.

'forgetting sarah marshall' that is a great movie did you also seen 'get him to the greek'??

ty alllllllll so much !!

and renz
get him to the greek' is on my list
my fav movie is 'my first mister'..u should see it.

Hugs to you Josie. Thank you for sharing and I am glad that you appreciate the time you had with him.