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sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 05:12
by josiep
today .........21 years ago.......there was an awesome dude named Bill Wilson.....
Bill meant everything to me...he played guitar for recreation but should've been a pro!
He is the only man who completely accepted me as i was at each moment.
He loved me.
We were friends first and lovers second.
The angels needed him i guess...or Stevie Ray Vaughn needed someone in heaven who'd appreciate him.
I will never comprehend why bad things happen to good people...but when he died 2 cars in front of me...my world forever changed...
I still think of him daily...and the pain is gone but the regret of words said and not said remains to haunt me.
I know he'd be stoked to have me heal a lot through music.....it was his only solace... its really saved me .
I do believe i was the only who loved him in spite of his addiction..outside his family.
He will always be with me...I'm still single (now with a precious little girl)...still single because no one else compares.
William Raymond Wilson II
may 3 1961
june 3 1990
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 05:53
by RenzoN
aaaahh that is a sad thing!!
Sorry that he died way to early. And i think he is always watching over you and wait for you untill the day you are together again. i can imagine how hard this day is for you. i hope that you find your luck very soon
and i wish you all the luck in the world, take care today.
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 06:01
by josiep
ty renz...its ok but i just wish the world knew him...he was so cool. i was 24 and he was 29 when he died.
sucks
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 07:50
by x_Carlie
That's so sad, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. But I agree that he's probably watching over you right now. (:
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 12:25
by josiep
ty...he'd love that i'm "with the band"!
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 12:34
by RenzoN
and we are loving it also to have you with us!!!!
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 13:19
by JayElle
My sincerest condolences.
It's a terrible thing to have to experience a loss, but it's also the most wonderful thing to ever be touched by something as rare as true love
I wish you and your daughter all the best - and I have no doubt that he's sitting up there with a guitar in his lap watching you
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 19:20
by josiep
so very sweet ....the expressions given to me....i knew i joined the right family!
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 19:32
by x_Carlie
You definitely did join the right family.
I'm really new to the site, but love it so far. Everyone here seems so nice.
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 20:25
by hamjen
I am sorry for your loss. That is a sad story. I am glad that you have your daughter and the music. Music does have amazing power to help us heal and see things in different light. Glad you are here!
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 03 Jun 2011 20:39
by josiep
carlie its a blessing fo sho to be in the fam....jen ty sweet pea!
if one wants to feel better....nothing beats 'forgetting sarah marshall'
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 04 Jun 2011 19:38
by Stheno
*hugs* i worry about leaving Mike alone if anything happens to me. But remember he is always looking down on you
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 04 Jun 2011 20:44
by leanneortbals
Your story touches my soul in a way I can't explain. I'm sending positive vibes your way and I hope you find peace. I agree that music can heal when nothing else can't and I hope your daughter grows up with the same love for music. I wish you all the best.
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 05 Jun 2011 12:28
by RenzoN
'forgetting sarah marshall' that is a great movie
did you also seen 'get him to the greek'??
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 05 Jun 2011 16:42
by josiep
ty alllllllll so much !!
and renz
get him to the greek' is on my list
my fav movie is 'my first mister'..u should see it.
Re: sad day in my history
Posted: 25 Jun 2011 18:32
by *J*
Hugs to you Josie. Thank you for sharing and I am glad that you appreciate the time you had with him.