Tri-Polar Lyrics

[Missy]

War
Fake and fall
stop and stall
take it all back
'cause I'm taking mine
I'm taking mine
time is up
outta luck
shoulda stood up when you had the time
but you're out of time
LET'S DO THIS!
Fight!
Fight!
Lock and load
rock and roll
b*tch it's all over you're going down
you're going down!
LET'S DO THIS!

(pre-chorus)
Get ready to settle the score
and get ready to face the floor
'cause it's time to remember it all

(chorus)
This is war!
And it's on tonight
so get up and fight
get up and fight
you've had all your life
to run and hide
now step up
now step up
LET'S DO THIS!

Second round
going down
how about a little reaction man
you can barely stand
bitch slap
slow attack
man that was practically suicide
next in line
here we go!

FIGHT!!! (x8)

(bridge)
'Cause we're all about ready to break
yeah we're all about ready to break
yeah we're all about ready to break
yeah we're all about ready to break


I Hate You
Every time I end up breaking you
you change into
something worth keeping
every time I'm close to saving you
you grow into
a sin worth believing
you're everything I ever wanted but
it's never enough
you're never enough

(pre-chorus)
I'll take whatever I can take
whenever I can take it
if it ever comes

(chorus)
I hate you when you're gone
I hate you turn me on
I hate the way I need you when
I don't know where you are
I love it even more
when I find you on the floor
I know you think you hate me
but I will always hate you more

I never knew until I got a taste
what a waste
for what I had been through
cause nothing ever really makes that change
I'm so ashamed
of what I did to you
I had to let you in to feel that rush
you were too much
way too much

(bridge)
Round and round and...

I never knew until I got a taste
I'm so ashamed
of what I did to you

Riptide
You all hate your children
they're too fat to feed
you're on medication
taking pills to sleep
I think I'm doing just fine
compared to what you've been doing
won't get vaccinated
insurance costs too much
you think you're so persuasive
but I'm not giving up
saving my life
it's not what you're doing

(chorus)
I won't justify
the way I live my life
'cause I'm the one livin' it
feelin' it, tastin' it
and you're just wasting your time
trying to throw me a line
when you're the one drowning
I like where I'm at on my back
floating down in my own riptide
the water is fine

I like to step on cracks
I go against the odds
you think my world is flat
do I turn you on?
Maybe, yeah I'm wrong
but I like where I'm going
I leave when others stay
I never re-decide
I don't mind if you wait
but I don't waste my time
crazy is just fine
'cause I like where I'm going

(bridge)
I remember when it used to be easy
I remember when it wasn't so hard
I remember when it used to be easy
I remember when, I remember when

(chorus 3)
I, I didn't have to justify
the way I live my life
'cause I'm the one livin' it
feelin' it, tastin' it
and you're just wasting your time
trying to throw me a line
when you're the one drowning
I like where I'm at on my back
floating down in my own riptide
the water is fine

You're Going Down
Define your meaning of war
to me it's what we do when we're bored
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
and it makes me want it more
because I'm hyped up out of control
if it's a fight, I'm ready to go
I wouldn't put my money on the other guy
if you know what I know that I know

(chorus)
It's been a long time coming
and the table's turned around
'cause one of us is going
one of us is going down
I'm not running, it's a little different now
'cause one of us is going
one of us is going down

Define your meaning of fun
is it f*#king, drugging, or guns
I feel the heat comin' off of the blacktop
so get ready for another one
let's take a trip down memory lane
(do you remember me?)
the words circling in my brain
(and what you did to me)
you can treat this like another all the same
but don't cry like a b*#ch when you feel the pain

(bridge)
This is hardly worth fighting for
but it's the little petty s#it that I can't ignore
when my fist hits your face and your face hits the floor
it'll be a long time coming
but you got the message now
'cause I was never going
yeah you're the one that's going down

Odd One
Odd one, you're never alone
I'm here and I will reflect you
both of us basically
unattached to anything or anyone unless we're pretending
you live your life in your head
some call it imagination
I'd rather focus instead on anything except
what I'm feeling
what I'm feeling
odd one...

(chorus)
Hey, it's gonna be ok
hey, we're gonna laugh at this one day

Odd one, I wish I was you
you're never concerned with acceptance
we are all desperately seeking out, and fitting with anyone
who will accept us
but not you, odd one

(chorus - breakdown)
Hey, it's gonna be ok
Hey, gonna laugh at this one day

(outro)
Don't let someone
tell you you're no-one
don't let someone tell you you're no-one
Odd one...

So What I Lied
The window's cracked, I'm looking out
I see her and I'm filled with doubt
I don't know if this parking place
is just another empty space
words I've said aren't coming true
I don't know if it's me or you
this promise is too hard to keep
I have to speak

(chorus)
So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
monogamy is all she wants from me
but I see my life
and it's way too short
don't blame me for not being subservient to others' needs
I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't f*ckin' work for me

I did my best to try and be
A mirror of society
but we both know the mirror's cracked
and everybody's in the act
faking what they cannot feel hoping they can make it real
reality is killing me

Erect a life I'll never see
I'll stand back from the scenery
and laugh at all the other guys
who never could escape in time
stuck like flies on sticky tongues
chewed up 'fore their life is done
I'm not here to compromise or apologize

(outro)
Life - is too f*#cking short
It's too f*#king short
It's too f*#king short

Survive
I've had too many days
where I'm ready to break
there's gotta be more
there's gotta be more
so I ingest everything
'cause I'm in it to win
nothing but time on my side
anywhere I choose
'cause I wasn't built to lose
and you think I'm gonna fall
face down on the floor
just because I'm
hi hi

(pre-chorus)
As for me
I have to disagree

(chorus)
'Cause I'm the one who will survive
the ones you eat alive
and nobody puts up a fight
they die!
they die!
rolling dollar bills and popping all these pills
but I'll do what I wanna do
'cause I wasn't built to lose

You keep making the rounds
you push me to the ground
making you feel bigger than real
but I'm so f*#king sick of your face
I'm not running a race
I'm running away
I'm running away
while everybody else
is happy on the shelf
and I want it messily wrestling everything down
everything down
down, down

(pre-chorus)
As for I, I'm way too f*#king high

(bridge)
There has gotta be more...

(outro)
Now break this f*#king place, go!
I'm so sick of your face
I'm not running a race
I'm not running away, away
I'm so sick of your face
I'm not running a race
I'm running away
I'm running away, away

Should've Known Better
You take me for a ride and I don't even know the setup
get into a fight just to make the sex better
you got a hold of me but there ain't nothing here that's holding you donw
I believed in this except it wasn't getting better
you got me in the middle but I never found the center
even when you know what I know it's not stopping you now

(pre-chorus)
I can't always see what's in front of me
no I can hardly breathe suffocating me bleeding it out
all over the ground

(chorus)
Tell me when it's over
wake me when I'm sober
the scars too hard to hide
I should've known better
if only I could be strong enough to see that it's over
I wish I'd never met you
'cause you were supposed to be coming back to me
where are you now?
I should've known better

I got a new plan but it ain't nothing but a mirror
of everything we had just before you became a winner
the love the lie is nothing but a memory now

(chorus outro)
So wake me when I'm sober
the scars too hard to hide
I should've known better
if only I could be strong enough to see that it's over
wish I'd never loved you
'casue you were supposed to be coming back to me
where are you now?

Maybe
Maybe I'm a dreamer
maybe I'm misunderstood
maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
maybe I'm crazy
maybe I'm the only one
maybe I'm just out of touch
maybe I've just had enough

(chorus)
Maybe it's time to change
and leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong
to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
what am I waiting for?
'cause nothing stays the same
maybe it's time to change

Maybe it's hopeless
Maybe I should just give up
What if I can't trust myself
what if I just need some help

Don't Walk Away
I'm feeling so afraid
'cause everything that I do lately
makes you angry
I've never been so ashamed
it really felt like you and me were getting better

(pre-chorus)
I hope that you still want me
I hope it's not too late

(chorus)
Don't walk away
and leave without a reason
when there's too much to say
that hasn't been said
I know I was wrong and I'm sorry for making the same mistake
don't walk away

Can you really throw away
all the times that we've recovered one another
and I know I make it hard
how long should I pay for being
unappealing

(pre-chorus)
I know you want to want me
I see it in your eyes

(bridge)
Wish I could take it back
but you know I can't
I hope one day you understand
no this can't be the end
this is the end
and I know I make it hard
it felt like you and me were getting better

Master of the Universe
If you want to know how far to go to hell just ask me
if you want to see the view from your knees
come down and join me
I'm the final straw
the nail in the coffin
just by being who I am
is so God#@mned

(chorus)
I'm not the master of the Unisverse
I walk the Earth the wrong way
met my potential and fulfilled the worst
my best is cursed the wrong way

Your glass is half, his glass is full
my glass is empty
you're running short of not enough
well I got plenty
I've come a long way
I went the wrong way
and who I am
is so God#@mned

(bridge)
And when I die I'm gonna fly and come and get you
and when you try and run I'll be the curse above you
it's gonna end
it's gonna end

(breakdown outro)
In the race for disaster I will come in first
that's what I've learned
the hard way
What?!

(outro)
I've come a long way
I went the wrong way
I've come a long way
I went the wrong way
I've come a long way
I went the wrong way

In It For Life
There's a time when we try
to begin what is ending
if at first you don't succeed
then we just end up pretending
if the dream isn't real
is the lie worth defending?
close your eyes, cover your ears
shut your mouth

(pre-chorus)
You can act naive
But I know you're not stupid

(chorus)
You'll wake up when I walk out
isn't that the way it plays?
the leaver leaves, the stayer stays
you wouldn't make a move, so I made mine
isn't it a pity?
I wish you were really in it for life
I wish that you were in it for life

What you give is what you get
and what you got's now next to nothing
'cause the life that you've accepted
is the one that's least disruptive
are you aware of the face
that when I pull, there's no pulling back
you have half the mind, half the heart
half the will

(bridge)
Some people talk like they can't hear
some people walk but get nowhere
and when I'm done with the run I'm going on
I'm sure I'll be
your biggest regret
you'll never forget

(outro)
yeah you can run, but you can't hide
'cause everything you're running from is locked inside
so let it the f*#k out!

White Balloons
I'm holding onto white balloons
up against a sky of doom
tell me you see them
'cause what's inside of me is invisible to most
even in clear view
I'm sending out a signal to the possibility of you
'cause right at this moment
I know you're connected to a part of me that I don't even know myself

(chorus)
The changes in me
are likely to be like the weather
stormy and clear strength into fear bound together

But I'll break my silence
if I believed that you and me could ever be
more than just what's been behind us
I tried and left, they came and went
I got rejected out again
but no one believes me
I've worn a hundred faces
of the character replacements and now
and now nobody sees me

(chorus 2)
The changes in me
are likely to be like the weather
cloudy at best...

(bridge)
Angels lift me
are you with me?
I'm holding onto you like I'm holding onto white balloons
Carry me away
I hope that you don't break
don't break