Was it worth it? (a song)

[Skinwalker]

This is my favorite song that I've written. Its for my friend R.I.P. The part in parenthesis is the chorus. (our lead singer is a guy so its from his point of view.)

Your smile lit up my world
it hid the scars of your life.
That way your hair was twirled,
your hand in mine.
I wish that my words weren't like a knife
sharp and deadly. What if I had said something different?
I wish it had only been a fad.
Why couldn't it have been my life on the line?

(So many things I wish I said
I wish I didn't ever see you this way.
Why did you force there to be bloodshed?
A rope, a rope marks who you were.
What if I had told you to stay?
All I can ask is was it worth it?
Did all my screams and pleas mean nothing?)

Why did you have to be so selfish?
You left me here alone again.
You though you were just a blemish
I don't need you anyway!
I know you listened to the men.
They only told you lies.
Good to see my only advice was ignored.
I'm so glad you showed me how much I meant to you!

CHORUS

I wish I spoke the words I kept inside.
I could've tried to stop you.
I know all the tears I've cried are pointless.
Only I know what you wanted to be
I know you are happy now.
No more pain or suffering.
I won't allow your life to be wasted.
I guess you're happy now
too bad I left so much unsaid.

[Eliza_janet5]

where's the like button? XD lol love it n i know what it's like to loose a friend

[ColorfulDetonation]

I like it:3

[Skinwalker]

[Eliza_janet5]

it will always be hard no matter what you do... cuz people can't be replaced