I haven't been on this forum in ages, but I think it's time I start being more active on it! This years been stressful for me. College, is the only thing keeping me busy. A very close friend of mine is moving away. We used to talk a lot and it was really awesome to have someone that would listen, and be there for me (for me Its not easy making friends) it made me feel really special because I did the same thing for him too, I gave every bit of my friendship to him. I was always there for him every bit of the way. Even to attempt to give him a gift and wish him happy birthday when no one else would (that didn't work out all that great he ignored it). But after breaking the news one day that he would be moving out of state he decides to no longer talk to me. It really hurts,
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especially being the best of a friend that I could be for him and having it all thrown back at me like it was garbage. I feel like I'm at fault because I just didn't give it my all or I was the one that left it on bad terms.
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Sometimes I wonder if it was even worth it, he really seemed to need a friend more than I did. It's very hard having to go through a day and year without him.
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