I have no idea what to do... I'm in so much pain... hitting rock bottom shame... I feel like I cant breathe sometimes.... I was getting chemo for a while but now they really believe that... I need surgery to save my life... but that it might just save me some pain.... and end my life... the one I love... is making it even more difficult to fight for my life.... it gets harder every day.... I am trying so hard to just gently say goodbye.... but as I'm slipping it becomes more harder to even say a word.... it hurts so bad... some times I want it all to end... for it to cut of my breathing.... for it to finally stop... for this.... to consume me....so lost
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Eliza_janet5
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so lost
I have no idea what to do... I'm in so much pain... hitting rock bottom shame... I feel like I cant breathe sometimes.... I was getting chemo for a while but now they really believe that... I need surgery to save my life... but that it might just save me some pain.... and end my life... the one I love... is making it even more difficult to fight for my life.... it gets harder every day.... I am trying so hard to just gently say goodbye.... but as I'm slipping it becomes more harder to even say a word.... it hurts so bad... some times I want it all to end... for it to cut of my breathing.... for it to finally stop... for this.... to consume me....Love is a terrible crime. It kills the innocent with blood and grime.
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