conception (Monster drug)

[Eliza_janet5]

i was born
i was young
i didn't know
that soon i'd be consumed by drugs!
just twelve years old already rolling a blunt
and by the age of 16 i found myself
going way too far
falling!
faster! crying disaster!
i didn't know i was so young!
addicted to the drugs!
i found myself addicted to drugs!
darkness closing in only knew happiness through the monster
the caressing lover i called the monster
here he comes tall dark and handsome
handing me the first taste of a drug
found myself falling
fading into the black
amazing colors the world spinning into the black
happy
(CHORUS)
DARKNESS CLOSING IN
BREATHING IN THIS EMPTY THING
FEELING REPLACED
BIG DISASTROUS
RAPE!
CONCEIVING A BEAUTIFUL MONSTER
GAVE UP THE DRUG
INSTEAD OF ONE WE GET TWO
GORGEOUS LITTLE MONSTERS
BACK TO THE DRUGS AGAIN
LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN TAKEN AWAY
THEY SHOULD HAVE STAYED
THEY COULD HAVE STAYED
NEVER TO GO BACK TO THE DRUG AGAIN!
PLEASE LET THEM STAY
I PROMISE I WONT DO IT AGAIN!
FELL FASTER FALLING BACK INTO THE MONSTER!
(CHORUS END)
shine brighter....
coming back
finally breaking free... fixing myself for my new little monster
finally breaking free
the break
another tragedy
taken away from me again
return to the drug
wanting to conceive
getting ready
for it to be
finally
the real happy ending
will i ever get it back?
(CHORUS)
once again another try
get them back
i've cried
take my hand
be mine
sparks fly
tragedy the monster consumes
trying to replace love
(SECOND CHORUS)
TRYING TO FIND THE DRUG
THE DRUG TO REPLACE YOU
THE DRUG TO REPLICATE YOU
WHAT WE HAD TOGETHER
IT COULD HAVE SURVIVED THIS WEATHER
ENDED IT BEFORE IT COULD BLOOM
I STILL HAVE THE CRAVE FOR YOU
THE FEELING OF YOU
THE WARMTH
I SEARCH FOR
I CAN'T FIND
LOOKING FOR THE DRUG THAT WILL MAKE THINGS FINE
TRYING TO FIND THE DRUG TO REPLACE YOU
FIGURING OUT THE DRUG TO REPLICATE YOU
DRUGS CREATED THE CONCEPTION
ENDED THE LINK
I WILL FIND THAT DRUG THE MONSTER DRUG!
(SECOND CHORUS END)
a few years have passed i still remember
i remember how it felt
now i've found
i've built
the thing i've yearned
what i've missed
a family
this time without the monster
the darkness has died
the monster no longer alive

[Skinwalker]

That is great!!

[Eliza_janet5]

thnx... i lost the original copy i had written... but i guess i can call this original now XD